Spring makes me want to roll around in the dirt and procreate. Attention to all my readers with uteri, Ed the inseminator is open for business. Now, who wants a baby?
Seriously, though I am feeling extremely positive today, so I have decided to share. Rachel and I just made lists of things we are happy for in our lives—and it was an eye-opening experience.
Here goes:
“positive things” aka; “things that make me happy”
1) Robyn Worsey loves me as a friend.
2) I am not content with just being who I think I should be, and for that I am strong.
3) Rachel still loves me for being Ed (“and the Ed that will be”) despite all the hurtful things I have done to her.
4) The emotional palate that I am capable of experiencing is an admirable attribute.
5) I am intelligent and diligent, and someday I will wash the muck of Mizzou off of me and will never be reminded of how I compromised my values.
6) I am welcoming and accepting of the people in U-singers with me.
7) I am receptive to constructive criticism.
8) I try my best not to judge myself by society’s standards.
9) I am capable of admiring and appreciating a way of life that is simple and honest.
This morning, (for reasons that will not be divulged to my blog public), I did not wake up at my house. When I got to class with Aaron he told me that he was about to call missing persons and file a report. But he couldn’t remember what I was wearing when I left last night. Which makes me think it might be fun to be abducted sometime. But maybe not tortured. Or have my skin made in purses (read: it rubs the lotion on its skin, or else it gets the hose again), but being abducted would definitely be a plausible excuse for missing some school. Haha.
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I love you like you come from here!
Dearest Ed Grow,
I think you are such an amazing person and I have had a better life for having known you. I know we are a silly couple of kiddos whenever we hang out, but I also know that we can be serious about life too, and I value all aspects of our relationship. I kinda get a feeling that you are going through a rough patch in life, and I don't have to know the details, nor do you need to tell me in order for me to say that I am there for you, that I love you, and that with Robyn's help I know you will figure it out and become a stronger person because of it. I just wanted to let you know that I am here for you.
P.S. I just realize I didn't sign my last message, but it is me, your dearest chach!
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